Cant wait to be curled up next to my husband tonight<3

So last night was rough to say the least. Anthony (whether he wants to tell the truth and admit it or not) got wasted after the food show in Orlando! He was out til after 2am and was texting me and the messages didnt even make since! I asked him like 10 times how much he had to drink and when he was going back to the hotel room and he was avoiding answering me and shit. Then he called me and was sounding all drunk and talking in circles and shit- and Mel was in the background wasted yelling and shit... then he hung up on me! So I was all crying and shit and didnt go to sleep until about 3am. He came home today about 1:30pm before he had to go to work and not only was his voice all fucked up like he had been up partying ALL night, but then he tells me that Josh threw up in his car on the way home and then he threw up! But, of course, he tried to blame it on the fact that some restaurant that they ate at made Josh sick and he only threw up because he smelled it! Yeah right! Because Im stupid right? Like I dont know how to tell when he is drunk or been drinking? I just wish he would just tell the truth about shit instead of trying to hide things from me- does he ever think that if he didnt lie in the 1st place that I wouldnt get mad about it???

Anyways on top of all of that I got like NO SLEEP last night! Because I was up arguing with Anthony via text message all night, I went to bed at about 3am. Kalel got up to eat at about 5:30am and finished at about 6am. Then got up again at about 7:30am and was screaming like he was hungry again so I fed him a small bottle and he went back to sleep about 8am. Then he woke up again at like 10:30 and stayed up for the rest of the day! He took a 2 hour nap at about 5pm and then finally went to bed for the night at 9pm! So all together... I got like 5 hours of sleep and then took a 2 hour nap when he took a nap. Im so tired!

Well when Anthony came home we kinda sorta made up... and I missed him sooo much last night! I cant wait to be curled up next to him in bed tonight in his arms! He should be off of work soon PJ's closed at 10pm tonight, so he should be off within about an hour or so...